The End

The fires of my heart died out long ago...
Running off the residual heat, I've lived in this world of pain...
The heat and passion are gone now...
My heart is numb and frozen now...
The only pain now is the frostbite...
Even that is infinitely better...
The End has come for me...
But Death won't touch me...
Forced to walk the land of the living...
I hide in the shadows...
Dead and alone...

As The Snow Falls

As the snow falls
Softening light and sound

The out side reflecting the in
Hearts become ice
Eyes Becoming mirrors

Storms begin to rage
Nights grow long
Often are the thoughts
When two once were one

Feelings freeze
All becomes dark
Light is lost
Love is distant
Snow is my world

My Madness

Inside my mind there is a barren wasteland. Snow and rocks cover the landscape as far as the eye can see. The sky is always dark, covered by a perpetual snow storm. Fierce winds tear through the sky, stinging sleet and snow peirce my flesh like spears. This place is devoid of all life. I walk endlessly around in circles, unable to find a way out. There is no end...

Shadows move around me. Always lingering at the edge of my vision. I catch glimpses of events, faces, Eyes... All from the past. They haunt me like a bad dream. I can never get away from them. They follow me where ever I go. I try to run... But its of no use, they follow tirelessly... floating around like wisps of cloud.

Exhausted, I collapse into the snow. The shadows watch me, always at the edge of sight. The Eyes peirce my soul, burning through out me. I scream in pain, but the sound just dies on the wind... I pass into unconciousness as the snow begins to cover my body... Encasing me in a cold, icy prison. Trapping me for eternity under the gaze of those Eyes, those beautiful brown Eyes...

This Half-Life Misery

Long are the days, dark and filled with gloom.
My heart is frozen, locked and doomed.

No happiness, nor joy is felt.
Cold as ice that cannot melt.

Love is gone, that once burned.
nothing left, never to return.

Twisted and ugly, miserable and cold..
Hope is useless, wasted on this soul.

Darker days it seems, will always live in me.
There is nothing left for me...

Random Poem #3

Pain...
That is my existance, it fills me up and tears me apart from the inside out...
Suffering...
That is my curse, forever will it be my companion...
Fear...
That was my choice, the one that started it all...
Past...
That is my burden, weighing me down for eternity...
Empty...
That is my state, warm feelings absent, cold remains...
Alone...
That is my future, lacking the courage to change it...
Dead...
That is the moment, the only one that matters, where peace shall be attained...
Darkness...
That is the comfort, the only place I call home...

The Lost Road

I've been walking down this road for way to long...

Holding tightly to faded memories...

Longing for what could have been...

I've been losing myself little by little...

I don't know who I am any more...

Darkness clouds my vision, muffles all sounds...

I've walked with death on this road...

Danced on the fine line between Life and Death...

My memories are the only thing that kept me going...

Faded and torn now, I see the mistakes...

Now I'm climbing back up...

But I'm in so deep...

My road is lost in time...

My road is long...

I pray I'll live to see an end...

To this long, Lost Road...

Living Dead

Forever did we promise,
Goodbye you then did bade...

One fateful day You turned your back,
The Beating then did fade...

Your face Haunts my restless nights,
These dreams sustain the Heart now still...

Of waking moments spent Longing,
And Agonizing breaths, I've had my fill...

The Darkness in which I walk,
My only Companion through these years...

My curse, this living Death,
Is not enough to end these Tears...

My Rhyme...

>Pain, pain, go away,
Come again another day!

Pain, Pain, here to stay,
Night forever, no more day!

Pain, pain, I'm insane,
Things will never be the same!

Changing

...doctor says it's spreading... Soon it will be out of control, beyond operation... Soon I'll be one of THEM... ...like they could have removed the darkness staining my soul... I never believed them anyways... Now I wait for when it takes over completely... The fits of madness are already getting worse... I overheard someone talking in the hall... Another hour or two and it will be complete... I suppose the only thing left to do is to embrace it... Sleep in fear tonight... YOUR DARK ANGEL HAS COME!!!

Random Poem #2

So many faces stare from the depths of my memory...
Threatening to drag me under...
In my eyes, all life is shadowed with death...
How can I live? Seeing what I can see...
No more life, no joy, no hope, only death and decay...

Random Poem #1

Heavy is the weight of the life I live.
The chill of depression seeps into my bones...
My back is breaking; numb, I don't feel a thing.
Defeated, my corpse settles amongst the stones...